when I run
it is the only time I feel nothing
it is just my empty mind
and my feet running

and that is why I like running

but even after my daily dose of endorphin
I still plagued by the grief
when I woke up to empty bed
or staring at lonely phone

and even running can't save me
from this horrible feeling

no matter how hard I shut I shut it off
it still there
eating me from the inside

I miss him